Monday, September 15, 2008

My first.

My very first blog.

Ever.

Ok, so I had an account on livejournal once, but I don't really count that. For starters, I knew everyone who would read what I wrote, so EVERYTHING I wrote was censored... which brings me to my second point. I hardly ever wrote anything. So, that didn't last too long.

I've always been curious about the world of blogging. The idea that I have no idea who will read this, is strangely liberating. I've come to realize in the past few months, that I am SO much of a people pleaser, that I have started to censor everything in my life. As a result, I have started to feel like I've lost part of who I am. Less than a handful of people probably know the true me, and that is including my husband.
Another recent revelation: that is no one's fault but my own.

Step number one: Learn how to speak freely without censoring myself.


Consider my cherry popped.

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