You're Beautiful

I feel great. I mean, I feel wonderful. I don't remember the last time I've been in such a good mood for such a long period of time. I'm sure I have felt this way before.... but you'll have to watch a replay of my life to figure out when. And when you do, please let me know. I'm clueless.

Anyhoo. Why do I feel great? I realized fairly (but not really because obviously my computer has diarhhea and I can't blog as often as I want... :( ... ) recently that I am not the same person I was several years ago. Physically, yes, of course, but as far as my personality I had changed somehow and somewhere over the years. I had adapted some of Mr.'s personality traits. He's wonderfully honest but when he doesn't care, he REALLY doesn't care and will let it be known. Anyway.... I guess I've become kind of cranky... or bitchy.... whichever you prefer. I used to be more silly and I have hidden that part of me because of the way certain people respond to me being silly. Now, I have other certain people in my life that LOVE the silly part of me, they embrace it and encourage me to be myself. ...you know who you are. Thank you!

So.....Besides the fact that I'm being myself more, for the first time in YEARS ... I feel attractive. I've had major self-esteem issues since puberty. What girl doesn't? Especially in this society.... but I'm not sure what has caused it exactly.... but I truly feel like running up and down the street singing "I Feel Pretty, Oh, So Pretty!" But that would be cocky, and I'm not cocky so I won't. And I might. If I feel like it. Why not? Why not let the world know you don't have to be a size 6 to feel beautiful?

Something else that's funny lately.... I've lost a couple pounds. All of the above may or may not be related to this. I don't know. I've not done anything differently.. that I can think of anyway. However, when people started asking me if I've lost weight instead of asking when I'm due.... then I started to wonder. Soooo, I weighed myself, and lo and behold I have lost like almost ten pounds. Cool. You would think I would have noticed in my clothes... but come to think of it I did go up a notch in my belt on Halloween. Whichever. Like I said, I feel great. And that's what is important, right?

Remind me to tell you about all of the funny, silly things that have popped up in my head recently. It's weird. And kooky. And that's the way I like it! But that's a blog for another day (someday soon, I hope.)

@-->--- A rose for all of the beautiful people out there who are not recognized, but deserve it!